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  • Spacecraft Drawings 1979-1989

    April 13, 2007

    Spaceship Photos Someone left a nice comment on my old spaceship drawing post, and this prompted me to pull down my old archive and flip through it. I ended up posting a photos of them to Flickr, with commentary.

    If you’re interested in reliving my childhood, check out the new photo set! Here are some samples, from earliest to most recent :-)

    One of the first, 5th gradeOne of the last, 12th gradeThe most recent, 32nd grade


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  • The Art of Acting…Like Yourself

    April 10, 2007

    I am listening to The Art of Acting, an hour-long interview on On Point with Tom Ashbrook with acting coach Susan Batson. The popular media calls her “The Oscar Coach” because she works with lots of A-list actors who have gone so far to thank her in their acceptance speeches.

    I was expecting something kind of salesy, but I was pleasantly surprised at how down-to-earth and genuine she sounded. Batson has a book out now, Truth, Personas, Needs, and Flaws, for which actor Nicole Kidman wrote a heartfelt introduction (emphasis below is mine):

    I can’t create unless I have truth–I have to feel it. Susan helps me to find the truth in myself and use its purity, intimacy, and honesty to make my work real. She’s helped me to nurture and protect truth in myself and in the characters that I’ve played. What I’ve learned from Susan is how to keep the truth alive no matter what. There’s so much more to acting than just creative success. It runs thicker and deeper than that. It has to–it’s in my blood, it beats through me. I know that it’s in Susan’s blood, too. I feel like we’ve been together my whole life.

    I think there is an emotional amplification that happens with great acting, and that this has parallels to what I try to do with information graphics. In my work, I strive to uncover the essential ideas behind the problem, then present the entire solution with clarity. It is, in essence, the search for truth. And I’m not talking just about the veracity of facts; I’m also talking about truthfulness in our action and our communication, which is all about acknowledging that we are human. If you do not address that in your design work, at best you’ve created style. At worst, you’ve created an undeployable solution that will not stick.

    At the 27:40 mark, Ashbrook asks Batson about her “trade secrets”, which she apparently describes in the book. She tells a story about how she had to create a “walking, talking human being” as a character for a director, and came up with the idea that every real person has a need, deeply planted by the time you’re like 5 years old. But since the world is a harsh place, we create a persona to cover the need, the “mask” that protects the vulnerability. When the need and the persona are in opposition, things get “jammed up” and what emerges is (and remember we’re talking about acting) the tragic flaw, which adds depth and subtlety to the character. She gave some interesting examples (from her book, which I haven’t read yet):

    • In the movie The Aviator, Leonardo di Caprio’s Howard Hughes had a “need to be mothered”, but he created a persona that was the opposite of being a “momma’s boy”, knowing no limits of adventure, to cover it up. However, the tragic flaw that emerges is that he goes crazy.
    • In Monster’s Ball, Halle Berry’s character has the need to “be loved”. The persona she develops is to push everyone away, “to be the porcupine”. The tragic flaw: she becomes a victim.

    • In Lost in Translation, Bill Murray’s character has the need to be “pure and honorable”. The persona he developed: “to be a hustler”. The tragic flaw is that he loathes himself.

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    p>Batson says that in these performances, there is a very deep, connective thing that happens, creating dimensionality and personality. It goes beyond mere acting. It’s very real, empathetic, and authentically draws from the great actor’s experience.

    I couldn’t help but wonder how Batson’s model of need, persona, and tragic flaw could be applied to my own struggles. After all, I’m a real person too! In science, models are very useful for clarifying a situation and outlining possibilities. Because I’ve been interested in applying storytelling to my design work, this is a fruitful line of inquiry. And frankly, I still have to work out a lot of things for myself, just like other real people. Having the strength to “go there” and confront those basic embarrassing needs is very hard, but I think it’s a necessary part of working through my motivation to live my own life in alignment with my values. Perhaps my writing here is the “expression of my art”; since I can’t paint or write music, writing about my experiences, anxieties, and solutions to deal with them is my way of facing them. My solution: If I can do it, so can other people, and then so can I. It’s circular logic, but that’s how it works for me :-)

    So give a listen to Susan Batson’s interview. I found it quite enjoyable.

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  • Best of Article Index

    April 5, 2007

    I started reviewing my old blog posts last night, going back to the very first ones in 2004. It’s a little embarrassing to read through the earlier posts. On the other hand, it’s interesting to see how my writing style has evolved as my personal focus has clarified.

    I came across a message board the other day that mentioned how difficult it was to navigate my site. I totally agree. Now that I have this rough cut of “best of” articles, I can start to build out some sections with a lot more focus. It’ll probably take me a while to get there, so in the meantime, you can see the raw list over on the wiki I set up for this. I’ve got the list backed up elsewhere just in case. There are 283 articles that made the first cut, out of a field of about 1200 entries. They have not yet been put into order.

    UPDATE

    Here’s a categorized pass of the articles. I now have to start going through them and summarizing them. One thing I’m noticing is that I really don’t like a lot of the titles I’ve picked. I am tempted to rewrite a lot of these articles also; another good reason to make a book version for download.

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  • Recalculating Productivity in a Freelance Entrepreneur Context

    April 5, 2007

    April Snow Day The streets are covered with a heavy blanket of premium throwing snow. Alas, there is no one to throw it at.

    Because I had to move my car early this morning for the plows, I shot off to the coffee shop and did some planning. Yes, MORE PLANNING. I felt a prick of unease as I worked through my plans, and finally figured out what was causing it:

    Was I spending too much time planning and not enough working?

    The followup question was:

    Well, what is working anyway?

    It popped into my mind that perhaps I had unrealistic expectations of what a productive day would look like for someone in my position. When I started freelancing, I had the idea that finally, I can spend more time focusing on what I want to do. This is true to some extent, but what are the expected numbers behind this? Since I have a tendency (as do many people) to start with what I already am experienced with, that meant a solid 40 hours a week doing project work + project management, and then extra time on top of that doing whatever I needed to grow the business. Sounded reasonable at the time. The only time I achieved that level of productivity, though, has been when I’ve been full-time on a single project.

    Now that I am moving away from pure “skills and services” and toward “products and process”, my expectations should change as well. As a freelancer focused on offering design skills, productivity is measured by billable hours. As a freelancer / entrepreneur focused on products, productivity is measured by products made and shipped. My new revenue equation should ideally favor products created and sold, not just billable project work.

    So my final question was this…

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  • GHD Resolution Review Day 2

    April 4, 2007

    It’s the second Groundhog’s Day Resolution Review Day of 2007! Since the last review day, I’ve made some progress on my three personal resolutions. Here’s what they are again:

    1. Commit to Deriving Income from Writing and Making Stuff
    2. Build Sustainable Social Networks
    3. Sell a Product This Year

    So what has been accomplished in the month-and-one-day since I last checked in? Read onward!

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