I’ve been feeling a vague sense of unease all this week with regards to my general productivity. While I technically have been managing to post something every day, I have been also thinking that I’m somehow failing to meet the “spirit” of the challenge. So instead of trying to hit something on the goals list, I took some time to write down my thoughts in a new VELA series-A2b compact engineer research notebook away from the home office. My tentative (and still uncertain) conclusion is that I should try going even slower.
Observations on Motivation and Focus
To be productive in the creative sense requires periods of isolation and singular focus, which requires the discipline to (1) put yourself into isolation and (2) push away distracting thoughts. I am not particularly good at this; in fact, I react by seeking MORE social interaction (expressed usually through email, Twitter, Facebook, what have you) and MORE curiosity (“Hey, I wonder if anyone makes a special wrench for tightening knurled lock nuts on 5/8th inch microphone mounts?”).
I need to commit to minimum amount of continuity maintenance in the form of writing, otherwise I feel quite lost. I haven’t liked doing it, feeling like I am stealing productive time from the actual DOING of things. However, I’m finding once more that I am most productive when I am writing about what I’m doing. This process could use a bit of improvement to meet three main criteria: (1) my “stream of consciousness” journaling as I work out problems (2) more refined “project status” journals and (3) my “knowledge capture” into useful reference. I think I’ve actually found a program that will serve all three roles, Quiver, which is a joy to use. While it’s very much like more established tools like EverNote, Scrivener, and Google Docs, it has the functional aesthetics and efficiency that I like in a piece of software. EverNote’s application design is pretty good, but a little more piggy in its use of space. Scrivener has lots of wonderful features, but I don’t need them when I’m taking notes in Markdown; it’s also a bit clicky and the text formatting is a bear to deal with. Google Docs is a capable cloud-based with a weirdly disjointed document management system that I really dislike; am I in Drive? Or Docs? Is this shared with me, or am I sharing it?
I’m probably pursuing too many simultaneous goals, as a reader pointed out earlier this month. I think it’s been great to start off this year’s GHDR Goals this way by jumping right in with oodles of enthusiasm, because I had the energy. But now? Probably time to reduce the number of active projects and go back to themed weeks in March. In fact, the original plan for GHDR 2016 was to have themed months, but in my excitement I decided to just skip the discipline and run as fast as I thought I could. Now that this desire is out of my system, I feel like picking one thing to hammer at for a while. This makes it easier for me to also concentrate on my paying work, which kicks off quite soon. Before, there was the paying work and 10 other personal projects screaming for attention. It will be easier, I think, if there is one paying project and one “active” goals project on the docket. I’ll still probably randomly do other projects as they pop into my head, but for the purposes of “maintaining progress on my goals”, the reduced number of active projects might help maintain a sense of calm. That said, I am likely to still end up with a split of 50% “on purpose” work (split again between “paying” and “GHDR goal of the month”) and 50% happy bubble time play. That is the ratio that seems to work for me, as much as I try to overcome it.
Another realization was that I still am not enjoying working with my blog because browsing it is very slow. The blog could be a wonderful document reference for everything, but its lack of responsiveness at the speed of my thought makes it a drag. I am going to start working on a way to rebuild it as a system that IS capable of that.
Stuff Learned and GHDR Points Earned
Today’s result is an improved sense of direction as I reflect on the past 24 days. Time to change things up! My major review on March 3rd will cover more of my thoughts about the GHDR Process for 2016 so far…it should be very interesting to those following along at home. As for points scored, I probably can claim the following:
|5||Eliminated options after testing. That is my decision to reduce the number of goals pursued at a time.|
|3||I overcame resistance and did some tedious work to advance. Taking the time to sit and think about this was to help me deal with the resistance I was feeling.|
|2||Made a model to clarify decision making. That’s the Dave Unit System Architecture post I just made.|
|2||posted words (this blog post)|
That’s 12 points. Yesterday I got 10 points. These feel low, but I think it’s probably acceptable if I want to work more slowly. Not every day can be an exciting major deliverable if I want to do this for the long haul AND juggle paying work.