GHDO for May 5: The Single Focus Distraction Stratagem

GHDO for May 5: The Single Focus Distraction Stratagem

Groundhog Day Do Over: Equilibrium Hiya hi! It’s MAY 5TH, which means it’s time for another (NOT) Groundhog Day Resolution Review or Groundhog Day Do-Overs (GHDO) which is how I’m tagging them. This is a year of ALTERNATIVE GOAL SETTING APPROACHES!

In this month’s report, I’m happy to say that I seem to be doing OK with the trackerless approach I’m taking this year. I’m excited to share the insights of the past month!

I’ve been applying an approach I’m calling INTENTIONAL FOCUS, which acknowledges my limited ability to focus on anything for an extended length of time. The theory is that if I can manage how I use that ability very intentionally, I might be more productive.

I’ve put the theory into practice over the past couple of months, and it currently looks like this:

  • I have just one development goal for 2020: Get really good at software development. Having a single goal isn’t as limiting as it sounds, because I am counting on my natural distractibility to gleefully gnaw through this tether EVERY SINGLE DAY like an obstinate goat going on a thrilling adventure. The trick is to get the goat to be productive before it inevitably escapes.

  • Every day I select 1 or 2 FOCUS TARGETS related to software development, usually billable tasks.  These are difficult tasks. I use my limited store of disciplined attention to define questions then answer them with working code. I have maybe 90-to-120 minutes of such focused energy each day when I am mentally fresh, sometimes more.

  • When my disciplined attention is gone, the rest of the day is allowed to revert to meandering attention mode, pursuing whatever seems interesting at the time. These activities are often productive; I just can’t predict what they will be. Rabbit holes will be explored, thickets will be shaken, strange phenomena will be observed and prodded. This is when I’m happiest.

  • I also document and share everything I’m doing as I do it. This helps me stay focused in the moment AND creates a valuable reference that saves time in the future. It is something I enjoy too, so that gives me positive energy. I have decided it’s part of my essential operational overhead.

  • I communicate what I am doing constantly with people around me. This often generates motivational energy and insights that are helpful to others, which I find very motivating. I consider this also part of my essential operational overhead.

  • To keep counter-productive negative emotions from slowing me down, I try VERY HARD to forgive myself for having this weird brain and this weird process. I also try not to worry about speed or quality in my approach, allowing myself to explore and learn as a prerequisite to building. I declare that I am not defective. I declare that my strength lies in my willingness to experiment and push forward on my own terms. I declare that it is the works/documentation I produce that are proof of accountability to my commitments, though they may not always be predictable. Then again, what is?

The results:

  1. I got my head wrapped around a Javascript framework called NextJS, as well as some React concepts. I took the time to meticulously document everything, which came in handy when I had to recall my work some weeks later. Not only do I feel good about the work, I doubled my usual number of billable hours for the second month in a row…?!? Good thing too…there is a LOT of work to get done!

  2. I had a number of projects that pop-up based on stuff I stumble-upon. I’m documenting them in Notion as a kind of open studio where other collaborators are working with me. The Public Projects Notion Page is where you can find them. As I mentioned above, I have decided to embrace what I’ve always tried to do with the blog and make documenting and sharing part of my work practice. I’m feeling pretty positive! I feel like I’m doing what I’ve always done without the need to apologize for it being weird. Weird is good!

  3. I’m starting to write specifically about Daily Habits in my public Daily Ritual Research Notion Page. This is also an experiment in collaboration with some other members of the virtual coworking cafe I’ve been running for the past few years.

So What Else Happened in April?

The Kimchi Experiment from last month was pretty successful! I used the neat double-sealed Kimchi container and the result was far more moist and more fragrant than my previous efforts.

Kimchi just openedKimcho closeupKimchi taste test; One unexpected result was that it was initially very sharply garlicky, but after putting it into the refrigerator for a few days it become more mellow. This kimchi also fermented very rapidly into the “this is only good for Kimchi Stew now” levels of funkiness, so a week later I made Maangchi’s version and ate well :-)

You might find this weird, but I’ve never made fried rice before. I knew the theory of fried rice, and one day I tried to make it because my house guest was talking about it. I chose to make a pork fried rice, and wanted a very particular separation of egg bits from the rice. I started with some refrigerated white rice (it’s drier) and cooked the add-in ingredients separately, then added the rice with a bit of soy sauce and sugar. I added the chopped green onions later. The result? PASSABLE fried rice, but not that elusive RESTAURANT QUALITY. It occurred to me that I really don’t know that much about great fried rice, so I’ll have to investigate further.

Fried RiceUV Disinfectant BoxUV Disinfectant Box Warning With protective masks and disinfectant in short supply, I tried to make a UV Light Box to disinfect stuff like keys and masks. This isn’t an ideal use of UV from what I understand, as the porous material may not be penetrable by the UV rays, but I wanted to make this anyway. My friend Mark posted a picture of his, and I did a bit of research to find what kind of UV bulbs I might get. I ended up using some aquarium UV lamps that emitted strong UV type C rays at the antiviral wavelength, then sealing them well in a medium-sized banker box lined with aluminum foil. UV is DANGEROUS, so I labeled the heck out of the box. I don’t know if it actually works or how I’d test it, but I felt good about trying to do something. A backup plan is to use my rice cooker to disinfect masks, which is an approach I heard about through my relatives in Taiwan (a country that has done a stellar job of controlling the outbreak).

New Video CardNew Deck BoxSourdough Starter My old video card has been getting long in the tooth (an AMD RX580), and so when I saw a reasonable deal on the next generation 5700XT I grabbed it. I’m buying at the end of a GPU cycle; AMD is about to release their next generation but it will likely be several hundred dollars more than what I spent. The upshot is that I can have smoother frame rates in the games I’m playing AND I can move the old video card into the old PC, which would free that up as a donation game box to some worthy cause.

In other BOX RELATED news, I have a new deck box! The old one had developed a leak and all of my charcoal, matches, and mesquite wood chips were ruined by water over the winter…TWICE. The new box is much bigger and wasn’t too expensive ($120-ish) and I can now hide ALL MY CRAP in it. Huzzah! I just hope that squirrels don’t chew through it or something.

Lastly, my sister was making sourdough and I decided to try it too. It’s been an interesting journey making the starter and observing how it changes. The first attempt didn’t work out well (my tap water is heavily chlorinated, apparently, which kills yeast) but the second attempt seems to be working. I’m already starting to go off-book though with the experiment as I try to discern the underlying principles of flour, leavening, hydration, gluten, and time that yield the salient qualities of bread. Predictably I am starting to document this as part of a new blog direction where I make theoretical knowledge nuggets. It’s a very new idea, but the plan is to eventually start putting these on my home page.

Wrapping Up

So I’d say it’s been a pretty good month, and I’m looking forward to another solid month of not feeling bad about my rate of progress. It seems paradoxical that not worrying about progress seems to improve progress, but it does make sense: worrying about stuff draws useful energy from the act of doing! Also, a lot of that worry is resolved only by trying stuff out and seeing what happens.

That said, there’s a few things I’d like to revisit in June (not tracking, just mindful):

  • What do my timesheets look like in terms of TIME SPENT DOCUMENTING versus TIME SPENT IN PURE CODING
  • Am I able to maintain this quixotic NOT WORRYING BUT DOING state of mind? I think it’s OK so long as I’m able to produce and hit my deliverable targets. Right now, the schedule is still pretty open but I am maybe behind where I would have wanted to be by now. That said, my original target may have been unrealistic to begin with.

That’s it for now! Come join us in the DS CAFE if you’re looking for some positive-minded, self-empowered, curious, conscientious, and kind people to hang out with. I can take any questions you have there too! :-)

About this Article Series

For 2020 I am NOT doing Groundhog Day Resolutions, and am instead thinking about what life is like without them. You'll find the related posts on this subject at 2020 NOT Groundhog Day Resolutions page. You can also find the link under the INVESTIGATIONS menu item on my website.

1 Comment

  1. EKillian 4 years ago

    Yahoo! Sourdough. I bake a loaf a week from a starter that I created almost 20 years ago.